the alchemist's thoughts.....

my day to day rantings, thoughts when i was riding the bus, sudden outbursts of ideas when I'm caught in traffic.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Boys Don't Cry

I would say I'm sorryif i thought it would change your mind
But i know that this time i had said too much been too unkind
i tried to laugh about it covered it all with lies
i tried to laugh about it hiding the tears in my eyes cause boys don't cry
I would break down at your feet and beg forgiveness
plead with you
but I know that it's too late
and now there's nothing I can do
i tried to laugh about itcovered it all with lies
i tried to laugh about ithiding the tears in my eyescause boys don't cry
I would tell that I love you
if I thought that you would stay
But i know it's of no use
now that you've already gone away...
Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought you needed more more more
Now I would do almost anything to get you back by my side
But i just keep on laughing, hiding the tears in my eyes cause boys don't cry

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Hurting other people

Why do we feel hurt? Why do other people love hurting other people? What do they gain? Is it something I should be doing to, so i won't get hurt ? Is it a guarantee?

You know what, I have always been sensitive, sometimes, over sensitive. I can stand listening or seeing other people hurt me. what I cannot stand is seeing these people happy....and seeing my eyes covered with tears, sleepless....



Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Psychos vs Normal People

I feel that we are all fools--the reason why there's a difference between psychos and normal people is : Psychos tend to be more expressive, they overdo the act of being heard. Normal people are hindered by what other people might say or what the society dictates.

Psychos tend to ignore the boundaries, the limits. They focus on their objective ( which is to be noticed), and do a good job at it....hmm, makes me wonder if they focus on work, they might be even more successful than the top CEOs of the country hahahaa...

Kidding aside, being normal gives you suppressed emotions which are equivalent to frustations...which again can drive you crazy. hmmm.....if a=b, b=c then a=c----I guess the easiest way is to be more expressive, be a psycho, rather than go through the process of limiting yourself and waiting for the time when you can't take it anymore. =))))

A seagull against the wind...

I am a seagull trying to set itself free....

I am a seagull trying to be different

My wings get hurt, I tire easily....I cry

I wondered why and stopped to think about it

I have always flown against the wind, against the current......

I should have let the wind blow me to where I should go