travelling...drifting...without you

"good day to all and thank you for flying with Cathay Pacific...this is Captain...."-- I usually drift into a sleep during this time, the time immediately before the plane takes off. I've learned to love the meals served on the plane--bread, butter and marmalade, orange juice and then main course. I have been travelling and yet, there's emptiness inside. I dreamed of this when I was young but never thought that it came with emptiness/loneliness. I yearn for your body next to mine during the long hours in the night, when everything seems to stop and everything seems silent and still. During the day, everything passes by, like a movie rolling in front of my eyes. I try to digest everything, even if I don't want to.
But I'm not complaining...don't get me wrong. it's just that I feel empty without you. Hope I can travel with you. I can go around with you. That's all I want...to see my hand holding your hand everywhere i go....